Friday, January 14, 2011

My worries.

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The truth always hurts.
Im Back to post,meeting reb and others later to somewhere .Now im at home just bought lunch back for my ahma ,shes sick and old already i dont want her to walk that much .Last night daddy says he wanted to tell me something,my mind with question marks .Why does this hot tempered guy suddenly wanted to talk to me so nicely LOL.He said,grandma might leave me soon,when i heard what he said ,I told him:Why will she leave me,she never will cause she'll always be in a space inside my heart.I know what my father meant ,im not trying to joke around with him or what but i cant accept the truth.Now shes outside the dinning eating the lunch i bought,i always buy lunch for her,but will there be a last?she gave me a smile,Through her eyes and smile,i can see the pain she had been hiding from me.Since i was born,she held my hands till now,if what daddy said was true,i wont be letting go my hands no matter what still.Im sorry ahma,ive been a bad girl who gives the family alot of troubles.Im changing,studying real hard now,for my future, for you.YouWontLeaveMe.

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